Bro!

Like the lyrics of my favorite songs by sade,dido,asa,eminem....etc

sade:-"I really trusted u and every word u said"

dido:-I've still got sand in my shoes and i can't shake the thought of u

asa-"bimba n ke"

eminem-"will the real slim shady pls stand up"

Like Sade:-Cos i rily let go wen it came to u and I trusted u like I didnt even trust myself, like I felt we were rily on the same page.

Like dido:-cos u said these words to me("I've still got sand in my shoes and I can't shake the thot of u.") afta one long silent treatment we had and u did the contacting first, it made me feel like I was rily indispensable....how very corky of me...even conceited, but I guess when u're in love and ur rily sure this person is worth it u tend to feel this way.

Like asa:- cos I rily cried one day when I was supposed to be on a romantic getaway with my new guy....when I thot I was ready to give another man a chance...u still were hovering by weren;t you...u had not done enough damage right???!Even then I cried cos I couldnt shake the thot of u, I haven't admitted this crying to anyone not even C (my best friend)

Like:-Emimem>>>> cos Ur officially now in my tots as only the "real slim shady"....all emphasis on the shady....and oops the slim.That rily slim body I so loved, slim and sexy and not too muscular...strong arms, ure shady ....cos u kept leading me on even wen u had decided for all my weaknesses which u were supposed to haveloved along with my so very many.......strengths....we couldnt be together........u said I'm stubborn,strong headed....and not submissive enough..... I wonder if u really loved me,weren't u supposed to love me despite my faults.?.....we had a year and half in which u did not mind these faults until wen I was well and truly smitten...u yanked the stool from under me.....we had dreams...., aspirations....together....I remember and yet......u still had to guts to tell me I love u but u're too stubborn for me literally...., MORE OF SHADY COS I THINK ALL ALONG U PLAYED ME....I'm not rily sure but...all evidence points to that.

You literally left me emotionally inept for the next unfortunate guy that came along....it was doomed from the start.......u keep featuring and I hope u're proud now that I lost him too....but bro u didnt get the last laugh.....cos of all the reasons I'll state below:

1.I don't regret knowing u cos I who thot myself incapable of loving any man, of sacrificing , of compromising.....now know that I'm capable of this and more when the right guy comes along....God! I remember I passed thru a lot of phases...afta u....I became more cynical....I was even about to marry someone I didnt love cos I tot I could neva let myself love anyone else the way I loved....loook ...me ...cynic!i'm even admitting that I loved someone....oh my God! thank u bro....u rily made me know myself more and I thank u for that

2.In typical fashion,I'll say I'm more open to love now...and I'm not compromising...I'm not going to short-change myself....cos now more than ever I want all(everything love entails)...or nothing.Love is not over-rated.The greatest thing is to love and be loved in return

3.I also now realise my answer to this trickster:-Lord Bernard Shaw said this long time ago-:"Which is the greatest tragedy?...To get ones heart desire.....or to lose it
Some months back...I would have answered.....To get it cos ...... the cynic that I am will argue that If i had not met u at all...u being my heart desire....I wouldn't have known that pain....that followed afta u left, ... but now I know better....My answer is the greatest tragedy is to lose ones heart desire....at least u would have known love and ...........paradoxically ...bliss......no matter how shortlived.and thus to u losing it will be the greatest tragedy.