Tuesday, September 2, 2008

Bro!

Like the lyrics of my favorite songs by sade,dido,asa,eminem....etc

sade:-"I really trusted u and every word u said"

dido:-I've still got sand in my shoes and i can't shake the thought of u

asa-"bimba n ke"

eminem-"will the real slim shady pls stand up"

Like Sade:-Cos i rily let go wen it came to u and I trusted u like I didnt even trust myself, like I felt we were rily on the same page.

Like dido:-cos u said these words to me("I've still got sand in my shoes and I can't shake the thot of u.") afta one long silent treatment we had and u did the contacting first, it made me feel like I was rily indispensable....how very corky of me...even conceited, but I guess when u're in love and ur rily sure this person is worth it u tend to feel this way.

Like asa:- cos I rily cried one day when I was supposed to be on a romantic getaway with my new guy....when I thot I was ready to give another man a chance...u still were hovering by weren;t you...u had not done enough damage right???!Even then I cried cos I couldnt shake the thot of u, I haven't admitted this crying to anyone not even C (my best friend)

Like:-Emimem>>>> cos Ur officially now in my tots as only the "real slim shady"....all emphasis on the shady....and oops the slim.That rily slim body I so loved, slim and sexy and not too muscular...strong arms, ure shady ....cos u kept leading me on even wen u had decided for all my weaknesses which u were supposed to haveloved along with my so very many.......strengths....we couldnt be together........u said I'm stubborn,strong headed....and not submissive enough..... I wonder if u really loved me,weren't u supposed to love me despite my faults.?.....we had a year and half in which u did not mind these faults until wen I was well and truly smitten...u yanked the stool from under me.....we had dreams...., aspirations....together....I remember and yet......u still had to guts to tell me I love u but u're too stubborn for me literally...., MORE OF SHADY COS I THINK ALL ALONG U PLAYED ME....I'm not rily sure but...all evidence points to that.

You literally left me emotionally inept for the next unfortunate guy that came along....it was doomed from the start.......u keep featuring and I hope u're proud now that I lost him too....but bro u didnt get the last laugh.....cos of all the reasons I'll state below:

1.I don't regret knowing u cos I who thot myself incapable of loving any man, of sacrificing , of compromising.....now know that I'm capable of this and more when the right guy comes along....God! I remember I passed thru a lot of phases...afta u....I became more cynical....I was even about to marry someone I didnt love cos I tot I could neva let myself love anyone else the way I loved....loook ...me ...cynic!i'm even admitting that I loved someone....oh my God! thank u bro....u rily made me know myself more and I thank u for that

2.In typical fashion,I'll say I'm more open to love now...and I'm not compromising...I'm not going to short-change myself....cos now more than ever I want all(everything love entails)...or nothing.Love is not over-rated.The greatest thing is to love and be loved in return

3.I also now realise my answer to this trickster:-Lord Bernard Shaw said this long time ago-:"Which is the greatest tragedy?...To get ones heart desire.....or to lose it
Some months back...I would have answered.....To get it cos ...... the cynic that I am will argue that If i had not met u at all...u being my heart desire....I wouldn't have known that pain....that followed afta u left, ... but now I know better....My answer is the greatest tragedy is to lose ones heart desire....at least u would have known love and ...........paradoxically ...bliss......no matter how shortlived.and thus to u losing it will be the greatest tragedy.

27 comments:

Chari said...

Foist!

Chari said...

interesting...for some reason I actually feel like I can communicate with you on this one...

I dunno mehn...I think find love and losing it is sorta worse..cuz all ur life afterwards u will crave for that experience again...akin to a searh for the golden fleece..but hey I am speaking for myself alone here...

miz-cynic said...

@chari-I KIND OF HPED U'D BE FIRST, u coming for the SBR?

Invisible said...

Number 2! Cynic, you don't count!
Okay, honestly, you scared me for a second. I could have sworn my latest ex wrote this. We dated for 4 years and it was awesome but somethings were just not meant to be.
I know she feels the same way as you though but all that is a story for another time.
I wish you all the best though. It's awesome when you find it and it hurts when you lose it but I hope you can find it again and find a better one. Wow, I'm calling love 'it'. What have I become???

Funms said...

i totally relate here..... i feel im in d stage that i am not interested in love again, at least for a while. personally i think everyone should experience a small dose of heartbreak so we can appreciate others that come after... i think!

wellsbaba said...

well erbody can sorta relate wit da post but i've been out of luv 4 a long time now...lol....but I think lyk some 3yrs ago I could relate wit this but its alot sha ALOT! thanx 4 showin ur face on ma blog,I lyk here alot too

princesa said...

Love is a beautiful thing but nothing hurts like it.

Chari said...

yes ma'am!

miz-cynic said...

@wellsbaba-2day was d 1st time i visited urs 2.i tried 2 add u 2 my list bv d darn thn didnt wok. @princesa-did u confirm n tot u wdnt show.tnks 4 reading.

miz-cynic said...

@funms-tnks 4 swinging by. @chari-gud then

Chari said...

I'll tell u what ma moslem name is at SBR...

miz-cynic said...

@CHARI-JUST DROPPED A COMMENT ON UR PAGE MAN. GO SEE IT.looking forward to hearing the name.u hvnt sent me that mail on my gmail o

lulu said...

i feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel you! ooooh, feel me pain! thanks for dropping by at mines

miz-cynic said...

@LULU-UR WELCOME...BUT DONT U CARE ABT UR ANONYMITY

Chari said...

which mail be that?

Chari said...

I dunno ur email address o...

miz-cynic said...

mizcynic@gmail.com

theicequeen said...

oh my! i had that slap-hand-to-forehead moment when i remembered that i had not waka'd here after your comments on my post..iz me forgiven!? lol..me sees the resemblance thingy ooo! down to layout sef..i've found my blogville twin!!!!!!!!!!!

the post below lookz sauuuucyyy! lemme blogroll then go and read jare!

miz-cynic said...

@icequeen-yes o,i liked ur write-ups too,ur layout too is green ainnit?by the way i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeee the icequeen pix....soo right.

tankojjetty said...

loved the way u used the lines in this songs to tell us ow u feel...

so u too was caught by the "love" bug...

love's arrow pierced thru ur heart...

eeya, pele...

u'll get over it...

by the way, love sucks...lol

miz-cynic said...

@tankojetty-it did me like film trick too o.....ALMIGHTY CYNIC....falling like that.......

Buttercup said...

*heaves a heavy sigh*

this thing called love..i dont even know what to say that hasnt been said..

u find love, it lasts for a while but u lose it due to no fault of either of u..

u find love but it messes with u, u cry more than u laugh..

u find love, but u cant make use of that love cos of circumstances..

what is the point, really???

Buttercup said...

im not even sure i made any sense..

miz-cynic said...

@buttercup-dont worry.idea is need.

IDK said...

u knw, wt i rili liked was d part about d greatest thing being to love and be loved in return....it makes all d heartbreak worth it dsnt it??

miz-cynic said...

@IDK-THE WAY I FELT THEN MEN! I WOULDN'T HAVE AGREED WITH U ONE BIT

RocNaija said...

The making of a cynic...

Now I see..